 Nurul Fatin Roslan Muhammad Nur Adli's <3
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I think i lose the tune. I gotta find it.
Posted on: April 13, 2008 Posted at: 12:42:00 AM  ' nope, it wasn't this difficult before 'The week suck. yups. The WHOLE week sucks. But not everything. Part of it were cool. I only meant SMALL part. Making new friends, learning new things was fine. However, something just felt missing. I just realised what it is an hour ago. & it is the most difficult thing for me to be aware of. I thought it was normal, but it wasnt. I knew it was different. It just took me a period to realise. I do not like every feelings of this. Its weird. Its super weird. Idk. Its so confusing.Its like,, I understand, But i don't. I don't wish for this to go on. I hope it'll change. Myb In∫amous ∫ir is right. ' Love is not fun when its always right..coz when its always right..something is not right somewhere..' I'll just hold to this saying. & lets see how it goes after this. I hope its different then. I see something in this. I know THIS is special. Simply because you are too. Well anyway, new things and people are superb. I just have to get over the fear of being thrown & trust myself I can do it. heee. I didnt know cheerleading's fun. But hey, its superb la.! Excluding the *******. BUT,~ GO GARNETs.! heeees. Nevermind people. Just exit if you don't get what I say no more. *grins. Meeting up back with dearest kakak-kuku hetty + cik ana + kak fida + firman & new friend--syamil--was great.~! heee. It was just WOW. heees. We, ( me-firman & me-syamil), may only know each other less than 10 minutes but hey-ho-merry-yo, we interact with each other super duper well. We laughed a lot. & i meant really alot. Wee~. New friends are definitely loved. But i wished the rest of kakakS was there too + not forgetting dearest abang hakim. I miss work. & so will firman. Firman is the most craziest dude I ever met. Cunning uh you pakcik. heeees. I hope we'll hang out together again one day. Dearest boyfriend, I MISS YOU super alot. I seriously really do. ~ I just realised where I stand. I shouldnt have surmise that im the top in your list. But, you're definitely top in mine. I know you topped it isn't a mistake. I just do not & never would want to be a burden to you. "Its ok. I understand." I keep saying that. But actually, I don't. Neither do i know of the reason why i say i do.~ |
