 Nurul Fatin Roslan Muhammad Nur Adli's <3
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Posted on: September 23, 2008 Posted at: 1:28:00 AM I know i told iten im going off to rest but somehow, i found myself sitting in front of the computer again. I can actually study & read notes, but then i saw them jeering & sticking out their tongue at me & jeer that i've disturbed them sleeping *sorry notes*. heees.
Sometimes, i wonder, why do i take things in such a positive manner. Im talking about general. I was talking with bdan just now when we went over to lot 1 after breakfast about how he should go change his blogskin. Its so BLACK though he uses contrasting colours for the wordings. So NOT us. ahahah. OH fitzy, sorry yeah if eu terase. Eu don't hafta change for others. Those colours are just eu dear. Thats how i know fitzy as.*grins. Anw, back to the talk i had with bdan, i just realised that yeah, though some happenings break my heart or hurt my feelings, i just tend to smile & see the brightside instead & end up keeeeeeeeppppiiiinnng almost everything to myself. But maybe, its just me. *shrug. Its just that im not good at talking out stuffs most of the time. Im not good at advising. Im just born to listen maybe. I do have comments & views about those different things. This means i still have feelings yes i do. However, I just sometimes am confused about stuffs. I may hurt anybody out there for all i know. Now THAT would be the last thing i want to happen. People would see me as a hyper lil girl who seems always happy & never fails to be lame & laugh. hahas. But i think i know myslef better. I think im waaaaayyyyy laaaammmmmeeerrr than lame. Im sure im a lil girl who is not brave enough to face the world outside cause she's so timid that she might be stepped by a giant rhino. ~Oh crap.....--see what i mean. eheeeees. Suddenly it goes off track. Its just me. I cant emo much. hehes. Anyway, again, I cant thank beloved people around me much. I have one super boyfriend whom i love damn much. I have awesome COUSINS.! I have, still have, 6 bestmates, OH now 7!!! including fitz! xD I have one bestfriend. I have one very close friend. I have many close friends. & I have also those other friends. Thank you people for being my friends--i dont care if you only know me by face & name. hahas. & to boyfriend, after all this while,, do you know you still give me butterflies? baaaahhhh,,,i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu. &&, I miss eu. Eur asleep right now & i hope its sweet-nitemares for eu. eheeeeees. Somehow, maybe just now wasnt my day to see eu smile & laugh like always. I miss adli's smile & crappiness please.---aaahhh TET. how come i mushy here? ahahhs. Dont bother me people. Its almost 2 & i have school later--whatever..heees.. I think im craaaaaazzzyyyyy over bf. Dear dear dear, i wanna go out & date eu can??? *grins.  |
