I cant continue this anymore. I have to stand for my rights too. & you are not helping me actually. Its kinda destroying me if you guys notice. Im gonna have to do it my way. Whatever it takes. Hate me. I dont care. I believe i can. So yes i can. I am not a failure. Ive got this second chance. Imma prove it.
I have to start pleasing myself really. Its not pleasing to please others but not yourself.

& to you love, i love you. That all matters.